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How Old Are You
04:44
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How old are you when you find out everything
So little memory
The longest day will end
All wonder
I think of flying
I think I'm unreserved
Nobody liked us
I caught you in the dirt walking home
My patience for the summer air is ending
And through the walls of bitter noise I hold you
What makes the sum of my age grow old
I own my darkness
I know I learn too much
It's in my body to fix what I am not
It's all gathered here
The face I look into is different now
Sinners and theory dilute all my promise
How can a simple older year change all this
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Apathy
04:58
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I lost the feeling in my thought but I'm not sure when
I think I maybe just forgot to care about it
I paralyze my energy to keep a flat line
This dance feels likes slow motion but I'm in real time
I'm not inside of my head but I have not left it
I'm unaware of the threat that I am avoiding
I watch their smile turn to laugh, but I just hear nothing
I should wanna know where I am, but I just feel nothing
I look the same as always so I must be alright
But I don't recognize the beat that's keeping me alive
I'm not inside of my head but I have not left it
I'm unaware of the threat that I am avoiding
I watch their smile turn to laugh, but I just hear nothing
I should wanna know where I am, but I just feel nothing
I just feel nothing
I know that I need it
I lean in and feel it
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Courage
05:09
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I've been in my head rearranging the repertoire
And reviewing my thoughts though the windshield of moving cars
I'm making it all clear so I don't miss anything
Cause I get lost in me and burn every escape
I know myself better when I let you tell me
Cause I enjoy ruining the depiction of progressing
I call it all off with illusions of compromised authenticity in the back of my mind
I march toward uncertainty
It's convincing me
I secretly wish for it to just make sense
But I wear a blindfold and expect the opposite
I'm coming to terms with the construction in my skull
And every adjustment will loosen my control
I march toward uncertainty
It's convincing me
The flood of my identity in violent recovery
I'm leaving it all behind
To know truly I'm satisfied
I swallow the things that haunt me
When I complicate you talking
I know I don't a thing
I've confidence accepting
There is still fear in me
But I'm ready
I can't give it up yet
I'm in it till the end
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Anxiety
05:33
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This doorway is an entry to a mind game for my body
My lungs can't keep up breathing with my heart's uneven beating
This is uncontrolled and violent panic in the silence
The aggravated pressure I swallow in surrender
I ask one more time to hold me down
My knees are weak, I brace the ground
Escape to dimming vision void of conversation
I've let out all that's inside me, but I'm screaming into nothing
I ask one more time to hold me down
My knees are weak, I brace the ground
Is anyone here listening
My voice is lost from whispering
What could make this easy
What could make this easier
I drown in loud attack and wait for the sunrise
The voices soon will end
Dust will reach the earth
I'll find rest
The delicate reply takes truth by surprise
My beggar sound is heard
Dust will reach the earth
I'll find rest
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5. |
Hollow
04:47
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Hollow, I can't be hollow
I've been trying to climb out of this place
But I don't know where I'm going
There's no light to guide me
There's no end but I can't go back
Throw a match down here
Strip the black
Expose my demons and kill my power
Steal my meaning
They are holding tightly
And wait for the day
I dream of hell with them
The day my eyes go blind
Throw a match down here
Strip the black
Expose my demons and kill my power
Steal my meaning
I know you covered the escape
I'm gonna have to fight it all my life
I'd spend everything to find it
I'd leave all this for just one sight
Throw a match down here
Strip the black
Expose my demons and kill my power
Steal my meaning
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Desire
04:25
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The moment I fell in focus
I watched the fading sunlight saturate time
Bleached out all other noises
Now I cannot get this off of my mind
I'm falling fast
No distance will outlast how I love this way through all time and space
Helpless to kicking up dirt as my feet mark the ground in declaration
I'm falling fast
No distance will outlast how I love this way through all time and space
It always unfolds behind my eyelids
I see it ending and reappear
Nothing could stop me from reckless chasing
Not days or the years
All the time in the world couldn't take this away
How I love this way
I'm falling fast
No distance will outlast how I love this way through all time and space
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